I have to stop obsessing about (I am so ranting here):
UWC Scholarship Ohemgee! I want to get it so bad to go to Italy/Canda/Norway/New Zealand/England. This is killing me, the schools all look so funky and cool. The Italy one especially, their science is their speciality, and they have marine bio. How cool can that get. Argh, but the chances of me getting in is like zero to none. Being average, not really fantastic in anything and the fact that I could not really be bothered with world issues. I cannot, get over this. I want it! Oh whatever.
Shopping After like window shopping online, I need to shop and buy stuff. Everything looks so nice, it is calling out to me to buy it. Worst of all, they don't ship to Singapore.What the pong! And my mother does not trust spree, so I cannot buy. but I feel quite bad, I have bought something new every week. I cannot become a shopaholic. Somehow, retail therapy is sooo fulfilling, but now I feel quite sad that I have to wait like a day more before I can go shopping.
2.4KM Shut up, its stupid but I am getting anxiety attacks thinking about it. Since the last time I tried to do it, I nearly died from my wind pipe closing up on me.(think asthma) Also in the light of how super unfit I am now. I REALLY NOT FEEL LIKE RUNNING at all.
MID YEARS Its 2 weeks away, nuff said. And I am only halfway through everything
Okay ignore my pointless ranting, typing it all out is better than pacing up and down my room a gazillion times, it gives me a horrible headache.